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[rinlin]

So, my mother tells me now that if she and dad had better understood my reasons for wanting to spend a second semester in Japan, they probably would have let me stay. Gee, Mom. Thanks a lot. Thanks for deciding that now. I don't mean to sound ungrateful about being home and about everything my parents do for me, but that makes me very frustrated. I feel like I left Japan too soon. I still had more that I wanted to do there and I know my Japanese would have improved even more if I had been able to stay. I guess it's no use thinking about what could have been now, but it still leaves me feeling unhappy.

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[stellawind.livejournal.com]

God, that sounds terribly upsetting, to be honest.

*hugs*

[http://users.livejournal.com/_yaten_kou_/]

*hugs* It is, but I should probably stop thinking about "what if". There's really nothing I can do about it now, so I might as well try and enjoy next semester.