Definitely. A lot of shit happened in the past months. Nothing we haven't known before, but somehow it took on to a whole new degree. The funny thing is, the day I submitted my sickness leave me and my colleagues were informed that our boss has been released from work and that we would be getting a new boss. Honestly, I don't know what awaits me when I return to work. I will just have to wait and see how everything develops from now on. (oh, and I heard that one of my colleagues handed in her resignation at the same time. I'm not surprised.)
But yes, I really want to work on my approach towards my employment. Employers benefit from high motivated employees, who cut down their private life in order to keep running the big picture. I was kinda shocked to realize how much we all brainwashed ourselves over the past two years to the point that you feel guilty when you leave the office after 9 or 10 hours working, even though that's technically already overtime. I want to get back to being able to leave the office after a normal range of hourse without feeling guitly. To be able to build up a life that does not consists only of work. I want to get back to the point where I can do creative stuff like work with photoshop and break my head over silly codes no one really needs without feeling that I'm sacraficing precious time which I should rather invest in work. Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy the work I'm doing. It's a rewarding job, in the sense that you get to work with lots of different people and scenarios. But work isn't everything in life, is it? As strange as this sounds, I need to re-learn normal boundaries and it will be hard to stop current habits, especially when the whole working environment is kinda infected with it.
As a first step I'm trying to re-establish a normal slepping pattern. As things are I'm not able to sleep without the aid of sleeping pills, which scares me. For now they are necessary or I would not be getting any sleep at all, but my goal is to discontinue with the medication as soon as possible. Small steps... *nods*
I'm rambling a lot. XD Maybe we should have a call via skype every now and then. Then I wouldn't have to type novels instead, haha.
I prefer artists who show a part of their inner dealings. Makes them appear more human. So in this regard, thumbs up for Tsuzuku. （´-`）
Yeah, it's like J-rockers are a species of their own who can communicate via mind-speaking with each other. Working in the same business seems to leave a mark on everyone. And it isn't as if they didn't deserve the attention from other musicians. They have come far by working hard and being persitent in their beliefs. It is admirable and probably incentive for younger bands to do similar.
These hearts are suspicious. (¬_¬) But the printings one the t-shirts and other goods are probably lewd in detail, even if they are enclosed in a heart-shape. At least that's what I'd expect from Ruki. :P
Where will you be seated? Do you already know the section? The hall is pretty big, I hope for you that you won't be too far away from the stage. :)
Thank you, this is much appreciated! <3
Sure, whatever works best for you. I will wait until the final payment amount then. ^^
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Date: 2013-03-07 08:15 pm (UTC)Honestly, I don't know what awaits me when I return to work. I will just have to wait and see how everything develops from now on. (oh, and I heard that one of my colleagues handed in her resignation at the same time. I'm not surprised.)
But yes, I really want to work on my approach towards my employment. Employers benefit from high motivated employees, who cut down their private life in order to keep running the big picture. I was kinda shocked to realize how much we all brainwashed ourselves over the past two years to the point that you feel guilty when you leave the office after 9 or 10 hours working, even though that's technically already overtime.
I want to get back to being able to leave the office after a normal range of hourse without feeling guitly. To be able to build up a life that does not consists only of work. I want to get back to the point where I can do creative stuff like work with photoshop and break my head over silly codes no one really needs without feeling that I'm sacraficing precious time which I should rather invest in work. Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy the work I'm doing. It's a rewarding job, in the sense that you get to work with lots of different people and scenarios. But work isn't everything in life, is it?
As strange as this sounds, I need to re-learn normal boundaries and it will be hard to stop current habits, especially when the whole working environment is kinda infected with it.
As a first step I'm trying to re-establish a normal slepping pattern. As things are I'm not able to sleep without the aid of sleeping pills, which scares me. For now they are necessary or I would not be getting any sleep at all, but my goal is to discontinue with the medication as soon as possible. Small steps... *nods*
I'm rambling a lot. XD
Maybe we should have a call via skype every now and then. Then I wouldn't have to type novels instead, haha.
I prefer artists who show a part of their inner dealings. Makes them appear more human.
So in this regard, thumbs up for Tsuzuku. （´-`）
Yeah, it's like J-rockers are a species of their own who can communicate via mind-speaking with each other.
Working in the same business seems to leave a mark on everyone. And it isn't as if they didn't deserve the attention from other musicians. They have come far by working hard and being persitent in their beliefs. It is admirable and probably incentive for younger bands to do similar.
These hearts are suspicious. (¬_¬)
But the printings one the t-shirts and other goods are probably lewd in detail, even if they are enclosed in a heart-shape. At least that's what I'd expect from Ruki. :P
Where will you be seated? Do you already know the section?
The hall is pretty big, I hope for you that you won't be too far away from the stage. :)
Thank you, this is much appreciated! <3
Sure, whatever works best for you. I will wait until the final payment amount then. ^^